Friday, September 11, 2009

Te amo, y yo no. No estoy realmente seguro de si tengo miedo de amar, o si realmente no tienen sentimientos románticos para usted. Pero después de todas las cosas que han hecho por mí, yo realmente no estoy seguro si estoy listo para dar este paso. Su nombre resuena en mi mente una y otra vez. A veces, me pregunto si esta es la realidad o sólo pura imaginación. Sometimes I really don't know what to do with you.

I hope my Spanish grammar is still correct. Damn, my Spanish has really degraded a lot. In truth, I need a whole lot of help from a Spanish-English dictionary to write what I wrote above. I can't even pronounce properly some Spanish words now. Seems like after O Levels, I need Marisol's mom to re-teach Spanish to me again, so I can at least walk around in Mexico without the language barrier. Speaking of which, I do miss authentic Mexican food...

It's Friday, the last weekday of my one week school holiday. To be frank, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. Time just whooshed past like that without us realizing. It can get exasperating at times. I haven't finished most of the things I hoped to finish, so it feels like the time that just flew past was all a waste. I wish the time machine was something real, not just sci-fi. I'm not going to do so much revision today, but I'm just going to enjoy the last day of my holiday. Really enjoy.

After I reached home from Chemistry today, I fell asleep on my living room sofa. I think I must have been exposed to too many dreams today, since sharing our dreams was the first thing me, Cal, and Su Xue did when we first reached school (it's becoming some kind of routine topic to talk about among the 3 of us). So I had this really weird dream like I was in some kind of 18th century love story, the Romeo and Juliet kind. It was probably one of the most dramatic, most out of this world, most undescribable dreams i've ever had. It felt like I was watching a movie with myself as the lead actress. Haha. I woke up when the story had a happy ending (thank God nobody died unlike in R&J), just in time for lunch.

I'm listening to Rascal Flatts now =) But I wish that country music was open to more races. Like so far, all the country singers are American whites, with the exception of Keith Urban, which is a Australian white. To me, music is universal, and it appeals to everyone, even if the audience doesn't understand the language you are singing. So it should be more open and receiving, to all colours, to all faiths. So when watching the CBS George Strait special, and I saw Jamie Foxx, a African-American, and he was performing "You Look So Good Tonight" (one of my favs), and he spoke exactly about how music was for all races, it was something worth sharing. Hats and thumbs up to Jamie Foxx. He got a standing ovation.



and now, Taylor Swift singing another one of my favourite George Strait songs, Run.

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