stand up against cancer

I saw this cool widget on Rihanna's myspace page.... it's so cool, celebs joining hands to fight a common cause - cancer. help spread the word...and create awareness... we need to start helping these people too. take action TODAY.

XOXO,

carmen.

twlight background

OMG... myspace's Twilight background is soo cool!!

www.myspace.com

www.myspace.com/cchy_unc

www.myspace.com/carmenfjw

love,

carmen

I MISS CANADA!!!

I miss the SNOW.

I miss ROCKY.

oh boy... was going through some old photos of my june CANADA trip.... realised how much i missed the place...the weather and all.

aaawww mannn....

Still unclear whether I'm going on a holiday or not this school break. But I've a lot of catching up to do!! for sch work i mean. =)

Not feeling well lately. Mann... this holiday can't get any worse can it? I need to eat now. i'm HUNGRY.

just one of my wacky moments::

carmen=(

i'm sick! with hypoglycemia?

Oh goddd... I just read an article about Miley and Nick Jonas, that dated way back, about how Nick helped Miley find out she had hypoglycemia by a blood glucose test, and a trip to the doctor's. I was curious, so I googled hypoglycemia. and I found out that i have all the symptoms! the initial ones at least.

I'm not scared, but this possibly is the reason and explanation I've been looking for. I mean, I've always had these really bad stomach aches and giddy spells almost everyday of the week. and I always feel kinda light headed, like you've low blood pressure kinda thing? Yeah. It was really unbearable at first, and in school i would like break in to cold sweat in the midst of lessons. It's been going on for almost 2 months now, so I think that I kinda got used to it.

I'm still getting it now, even though it's the holidays... godd. Should I visit the doc?'Don't Know.

confused,
carmen =(

never my friend

I'm angry at this very moment. Like how could you even say such a thing, so cold so unfeeling and so hurtful? I'm upset, i'm disappointed, and I bet even your best joke can't change that. I treated you as a friend, trusted you, listened to you. But you never listened, oh no you didn't. You never listened to ME. So here's a song. Just for you. Hope you HATE it.

I thought you were my friend
Someone I could talk to
I was always there to lend
a shoulder where you could cry your blues

But you never took me seriously
Now finally I've had enough.
You never really notice when I'm not me
How many times have i had to fake a laugh
When i'm tearing up inside...

So now I shut my doors,
lock my heart song in
Never gonna let you in again
All you did was say
how bad was your day
I can't imagine how oblivious you were
to me
Well girl, I finally broke off, realised,
That you, was never my friend.

After the time you said
you could do fine without me
I almost cried a tear
on the other side of the telephone

Well, but you hung up before I could say
How mean can you be to me
You never realize when I'm not me
How many times i've had to fake a laugh
When I'm tearing up inside...

So now i shut my doors
lock my heart song in
never gonna let you in again
All you did was say
How busy was your day
I can't imagine how oblivious you were to me
Well girl, I finally broke off, realised
That you were never a friend.

You never gave a damn bout anything
just looked at yourself
now it's time for you to realize why your true friends are no one else but me
but now I'm leaving

Now that I've shut my doors
locked my heart song in
you've no one else to tell
how alone you feel now
and I can imagine how you're gonna finally feel
how it's to be neglected, disrespected
and you're never my friend.

~To this particular person~ wishing you bad luck forever.

From:
carmen

new songs...

Hey y'all, if you realised, I've posted 2 new songs on this blog, there's Fearless from Taylor Swift, which is a MUST HEAR... and Lovebug from the Jonas Brothers. =)

I finally got my hands on the book Necropolis, by my all time FAVE author, Anthony Horowitz... the book was SOOO good... seriously, do or die, buy that book, and the entire Power of Five series. There isn't any other author or book that can sweep you off your feet like that. SENSATIONAL.

Above is the cover of necropolis, so now you know how it looks like, GET IT! i'm serious.... Here's the stuff they wrote at the back of the book.

"An ancient evil is unleashed. Five have the power to defeat it. But one of them has been taken."

Fifteen-year old Scarlett Adams is caught in a media storm after her strange disappearance - which she refuses to explain. But far away, in Peru, Matt Freeman guesses the truth. Finally, he has found the fifth Gatekeeper: The last of the Five who must stand together against the dark powers of the Old Ones.

He's not the only one looking for her. The forces of evil are one step ahead, luring Scarlett to Hong Kong and trapping her in a dying city where the very air is poisoned and from which there can be no escape.

The Old Ones have been tricked and defeated before. But this time, they have a plan. This time they are in complete control.

READ IT!!

loveX3

carmen =)

new UNC website

Hey Hey You You...

hahax... okays, i'm kinda crazy but PLEASE... go to the new UNC website!

It's super cool... ok?

www.myspace.com/cchy_unc

Its kinda barren right now, because I just set it up, but i promise it'll get better.. k? =)

Oh and Taylor Swift's new album "Fearless" rocks... totally... serious! Even if you don't like country music, her self-composed tunes will make you LOVE IT. soo... go and listen.. YES, NOW.

lovelovelove,

carmen

Demi lovato's don't forget ROCKS!

Heya everyone...

I finally got my hands on Demi Lovato's debut album... Don't forget... and It's GOOD.

I can tell ya that i'm kinda addicted... of course... because almost half of the songs were co-written by the JONAS brothers!! and there's even one song featuring the jonas trio. =)

Demi Lovato really has a spectacular voice... love her songs... i would recommend "Get Back" and "Gonna get Caught". Both will get you singing together at the top of yr voices. Even if you sound awful... who cares.... it's FUN!

Well... Demi's new album really hit the high notes for me, so watcha waiting for.... go GET IT!

XOXO

carmen =)

dread, tears, move on

evening everyone...

feeling pretty emotional after watching the movie "P.S I love you" its a really good one... all of ya who haven't watched it yet should go rent it or buy the disc... those who have watched it.... watch it again...

its school again tmr, but without my bestie Su Xue... waahhhss... its gonna be boring. 2 more days girl, and its the holidays.

Ya know, i've like made a pact with myself. I'm gonna live my life the fullest during these holidays, and really enjoy it. I wanna start 2009 without any regrets, and I'm gonna do it. I must. You guys and girls should too...

I'm leaving ya with a video of one of my fav JoBro songs... hello beautiful.
And to all the people outta feeling unsure of themselves, don't worry, just step up and show the world the true you, because i believe that everyone is beautiful in their own way.

With Love,
Carmen