helpp!!

urrgghhhhh!!!!! what was wrong with my mind when i agreed to my teacher's request of being a student journalist for the chinese newspaper!!!!!!! ohhh godd... seriously.

i didn't see that the requirements was to write a 1000 word essay abt yr sch and in chinese! damn! i never ever ever wrote past 200 words for chinese before... i admit, i like to write chinese compo but 1000 words? u've got to be kidding me. my brain cells are gonna die, my mind is going blank, lack of sleep.... all disaster with 1000 words... the worst part comes here....

it was stated clearly that the deadline to hand in was the 6th of feb, and i thought that i had the wkends to do it... however... teacher approached me today saying that the deadline is TOMORROW!!!! how the heck am i supposed to complete it?? is he CRAzYY??

and plus today i hv piano, h/w and geography lecture as well as class chinese new year deco... couldn't he have such basic courtesy as to tell me a few days back?


i'm totally speechless but one thing's clear :: "I'M SO NOT GONNA HAND IN THAT ESSAY TOMORROW!!"

well i'd like to end with two words... THIS SUCKS. D=

stressed, half dead and frowning,
cArMeN

wish... D.gray man's latest endng song....

here are the lyrics for the song.... in kanji, romaji and english translation... i love this song!!! can't wait till the full version comes out.... :P

世界中　いくつの

愛の形あるんだろう

一人一人違う物を

かかえながら生きる

家族や友達や

同じゴール見る仲間

みんながいて　ささえあって

今の私がいるの

いつもそばにあった大切な物

きつかずにいた事知った

自分のためだけに

生きるのはさびしい

せっかくこの世界に

生まれたんだから

Everybody has to say goodbye

それならいくつ物笑顔をあなたにあげたい　

sekaijuu ikutsu no

ai no katachi arundarou

hitori hitori chigau mono wo

kakaenagara ikiteru

kazoku ya tomodachi ya

onaji GOAL miru nakama

minna ga ite sasaeatte

ima no watashi ga iru no

itsumo soba ni atta taisetsu na mono

kizu kazu ni itakoto shitta

jibun no tame dake ni

ikiru no wa sabishii

sekkaku kono sekai ni

umaretanda kara

Everybody has to say goodbye

sorenara ikutsumono

egao wo anata ni agetai

How many forms can love take out there in the world.We all live with our own burdens to bear.As Family, friends and comrades, all sought the same goal.Because of their support, i was made into who i am todayNow i can finally see that i was living oblivious tothe important things that had always been right next to me.None of us were born to live aloneAnd so, since we are fortunate enough to exist in this world EVERYBODY HAS TO SAY GOODBYE until then, i want to fill your days with smiles.

a poem... for the pple that i love... thnx for being there... when i need you the most.

you were there
when no one was around
just your smile
makes me warm

you are my courage
my strength
and with you
i will hold on , right to the end

promise you'll never leave
never let go
for my heart will always stay
with you, in the winter's snow...

carmen:: wth love...

soo busy!!

hey everyone... hahax sorry 4 not blogging so long... i've been soo busy

urrggghhh!!! so much h/w... can't the teachers show some empathy?? well... ermm i don't even know if i spelled that word right... anyway, i hv so much to do that i'm just going to type this post in a nutshell:::

here's what i wanna say...
no art work will be posted if i don't hv time, but i'll be sure to write posts, u shld expect artworks by nxt wk... and erm... well, sorry! i think i'm catching a cold soo... haix.

STRESSED!!
carmen X(

xianx!!

hi...
i'm soo damn bored after the start of school. everyday's just study study study, so boring....
have you'll ever thought if .... 2day was our last day on earth... (i noe.. LORD FORBID ...but it CAN HAPPEN...) and to spend yr last day on earth doing homework... well that just sucks. I've been trying to live life to the fullest but, with all the deadlines to hand in our work and the time constraints.... the question is HOW????

haix... i'm definitely stressed out and its only the 3rd wk of sch!!!! can u believe that? these few nights been sleeping so late trying to complete h/w... damn.... damn.... :(

fustrated
carmen :o(

2008....

well, 2008 really spells a new year, a new beginning...

I'm settling in well with my new class, made a couple of friends but still abit lazy to restart my brain to start studying hard again. Sorry for not posting for quite long, as i'm usually quite tired aft returning frm sch, due to the early hours that i have to wake up. but anyway, i've not been drawing lately, but here's a drawing that i did a during the nov, dec 07 holidays, hope u enjoy.... though its sunday, my eyes still feel like shutting....

But I have to do my social studies homework!!! D:

definitely not looking forward to that.... but anyway, must keep walking forwards right??

cheers, and keep smiling everyone,

rain or shine keep smiling...

carmen :P

p.s :: btw, the pic's of my "created exorcist" Hilary Swann... you can know more abt her in my fan fics... at http://www.saph-star.deviantart.com/

byees

start of school!!

OMG.... sch is like going to start tomorrow and i'm so nervous... come on, i'm like going to a class in which i know a few pple, seriously, only 4, and like i'm not close to them, at all....
so, its like freshman year all over again!! ahhh...
I'm not that kinda person who would, you know, run up to anybody and just strike a conversation in a snap, infact, i hv no idea what to say but "Hello..." but I'm still excited to be meeting some of my old friends in other classes and see what they hv to say about my braces. hahax... well, wish me all the luck i can get. not posting any pics today, maybe later at night or tomorrow. maybe I'll draw one describing my feelings now..
as they say, speak through your art.

well gtg now. so
chow!

carmen :)