freaking out

i'm sick of this life i'm having... wake, eat, school, homework, tv dinner, homework, sleep. i wanna break out break free... but xiannn... cannot!! aiya... i just want to live the life the way i want, but nothin goes my way. god damnit. seriously.... with homework, debate, projects, piano, tuition.... i CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE......

no matter what, when i'll live MY LIFE MY WAY. and i don't give a shit about the people who are trying to make my life dumb.

ANGRY, FURIOUS, SICK, TIRED, RUNAWAY.
.carmen.
with melacholies.

camping....*dread*

haix... tmr gotta go for Sec 3 camp....

gosh. do y'll know how much i hate camps?!?!! like you are totally under the sun, sweating profusely, yr guts tell you run for the nearest tree, but you know you can't... smelling sweat everywhere, feel like collapsing, yr saliva starts to tast real sweet, yr head spins....

and they want you to attempt ROCK CLIMBING... you pray to God take you will vomit immediately, or pass out... goodness gracious

the heat, the feeling.... its almost like hell.

ok.. maybe i'm exagerrating... but camps are soo like ewww....

esp the food, and the activities.... bedtime and wake, shower.. oh god, i've nv wanted my innocence this much!!

well, will be away for a few days... pls help help help.

from an exorcist's soul
carmen.

WE WON!!!

yeah yeah yeah yeah...... we WON!

hahax. i guess i'm just slightly over excited, coz my team won the debate!! hahax. although its just the preliminary round, i'm soo happy. coz it fact, that debate was the 2nd debate i'd ever have in my whole entire life!!

yeahyeah~

btw i won best speaker too... =)

but more importantly, its the first time in our school history that we've ever won a debate.. =D

they're gonna make the annoucement on monday, i've piano exam, but i so wanna be in sch.... maybe i will.

anyways... gtg now

high spirits,
carmen =P

Illustration Friday: Multiple

Here's something that i did based on the topic from the website illustration friday.


Illustation Friday:

topic: MULTIPLE



well its actually about everyone having two multiple sides, one good and one bad. what type of person you are depends on which side you choose...



black and white...



luvs,

carmen :)

finally common tests over!!

FINALLY.... the common tests are over... feel so much relieved now.

ever since listening to avril lavigne's song "keep holding on" at a department store... i started listening to other avril songs... and I completely fell in love with most of them!

esp innocence, and when you're gone.

anyway, went to watch the movie JUMPER

it was... FANTASTIC !!! i rate it infinity stars... hahax. was wondering what hayden christensen from Star Wars fame would pull out this time. hehs... from Darth Vader to Jumper. wow.

go watch JUMPER if you haven't. Its really good. If you've watched it, then watch it again!! hahax. just kidding.

luvs...

carmen

cny class deco competition

This is my classroom.... hahax. i love what we did to it... its for chinese new year class decoration competition. we won 2nd prize. u see the 12 animals of the chinese zodiac? i drew all of them... =] some chibi i drew on the board... kawaii!!
some more chibi... although this isn't my best... hey can u spot the words "VOTE FOR OBAMA" in the pic below... hehs. ;) lols
Chibi of D.gray-man's lavi.... hahax
happy cny :: enojy! :)

carmen =P